Sunday, July 31, 2022

On Ideas

 Ideas don't fall in love with each other, people do.

Ideas are either brilliant or stupid, with all shades on enlightenment between them. Ideas can be useful or pointless, with many gradations of utility between them.

Since ideas emanate from people, people can be either brilliant or stupid when they originate or obtain ideas, with many chances to find intellectual enlightenment during the course of their lifetimes though the application of thought.

Ideas are of several kinds, rational or irrational. Rational thought is achieved through learning and using our reasoning powers, while irrational thought is either inflicted on someone by someone else though belief or obtained organically through insanity.

People, therefore, are also rational or irrational, although most are a mix of both, since human beings are by nature both reasonable and unreasonable. A person's identity and character can be determined by observing what parts of that person is based on reason and what parts are spoiled by irrationality, although both are needed to form a person. For example, we use our reason when we don't step into traffic and we use our irrationality when we fall in love or go to war. It's obvious why we should not step into traffic, since doing so would end us, but falling in love or going to war are uncertain because we can not ever really predict or know the person we love or are to kill.

So we have to repeat again that people are both rational and irrational because their ideas don't fall in love with each other but simply correspond to their reason or their beliefs.

That is why they do things and either survive or are destroyed.




Saturday, July 30, 2022

A Swallowtail Butterfly in the Sun

 


Friday, July 29, 2022

Little Fly Scares Off Big Fly

 Sometimes the Little Guy Wins

Busy Bumblebees Closeup and Personal

 Mr. White Mustache Leads the Way


Sideways Honey-lover


On Top of the Flower World Is Where I Want To Be


I Left My Wallet Somewhere in Here


Mine, All Mine!


All I Want Is To Be Close To You, My Love


I Can See Forever From Up Here

Thursday, July 28, 2022

Tilting at Windmills with Tony Autorino

 

After a night partying in John and Peter’s, impressionist painter Tony Autorino and I walked down Main Street in New Hope kicking the parking meters.

It was a different time. All authority was hated, as today, and just about any sort of protest was expected, as long as you didn’t get caught. The parking meters were a symbol of creeping authoritarianism, government overstepping its bounds for material gain. In the 1970s there was still free street parking in New Hope in places, but Town Hall seemed intent on making anything free an antique, except of course the antiques in the many antique shops of the area.

Street after street was defaced with the parking meters, all so the local government could add a few bucks to its coffers and encourage the commercialization of town, instead of sticking to its free, artistic roots.

Thus the kicking. The local creatives didn’t like all those new parking meters.

Tony fancied himself a martial artist of sorts, so he would kick with the style and panache of a karate master. He’d leap into the air off of one foot and kick out with the other to teach the local government a lesson. I, on the other hand, would simply stay earthbound with one foot while attempting to strike a blow for freedom with a kick upwards with the other.

“Ha!” he’d shout.

I’d kick quietly.

We never broke anything. The parking meters and local commerce proved stronger than we thought. Tourism prevailed, and metered parking in New Hope persists to this day, but has become digitalized like everything else.

You can’t kick the cloud.

I’m sure Tony would try if he could. He was an independent passionate spirit, angry about something, I didn’t know what, and if he saw a digital cloud anywhere over town I know he would kick it. The advent of the ubiquitous meters was a symbol of not the creeping but the roaring materialism that’s taken over everywhere. Anyway you can make a buck …

That was not Tony’s mantra as an artist, or mine.

I guess you might say we were a couple of inspired but hapless romantics fighting back by kicking parking meters. We were a couple of modern Don Quixotes tilting at our versions of windmills.

We had about as much luck stopping the uglification of town as the real Don Quixote had of defeating the giants he saw in the windmills.

“What do you do for a living?” a young woman asked Tony one night as I was tending bar at John and Peter’s and he was keeping me company.

“I’m a painter.”

“What, you mean houses? You paint houses?”

She seemed confused.

“No, art. I make paintings.”

She seemed even more confused by that. The conversation didn’t progress much further with this child of the post-hippie era.

Born in 1937 in Montclair, New Jersey to Italian immigrants, Anthony Michael Autorino has endured as an artist who got his first start in New Hope. He was dark-haired with large brown eyes, slightly below average height, and handsome in the classically Italian manner and mane. Mostly self-taught, he said at one time that he attended the mail order Famous Artists’ School. To tell you the truth, I don’t know what truth to believe about Tony’s beginnings. I’ve heard and read various things – that his interest in painting began during his military service, that it started while he was in the Navy psychological warfare school, or that he was in the Air Force or Marines stationed in France. At one time, he was alleged to have been a jarhead guard at the American embassy in Paris. At another, I read he worked in the American embassy in the City of Light for the Air Force.

Who knows about that, or much cares? Imagination is necessary for any artist.

Whatever the true story is, the important thing is he became and painter. The one consistent fact seems to be he had his eyes widened to the glittery temptations of art while working in the French capital where painters have always thrived.

He became an American impressionist out of that experience.

“I never learned to draw, so I have to paint like that,” he said, of his hazy impressionism.

Lucky for us he never mastered the finer representational strokes of pencil on paper. From its inception, impressionism was meant to be step-back art, when the subject became clear from a distance, and even more beautiful than if viewed up close.

Tony’s landscapes were much inspired by the New Hope School of Artists – George Sotter, Fern Isabel Coppedge, Edward Redfield, William Lathrop, John Folinsbee, Walter Baum and others. He painted en plein air with a light, poetic touch and finely chosen, often pale colors, with the rhythm of nature evident in each piece. He claimed to paint everyday.

“Do you write everyday?” he asked me once.

He seemed pleased when I said I did.

Tony had a studio on South Main Street near John and Peter’s when I knew him. That’s where the parking meters suffered most. I remember a large room with lots of windows and light, and there might have been a peaked and beamed roof, although I’m blurry on that, like one of his lovely paintings. After a time, he moved his studio from New Hope to Lambertville, where it stood for twenty years before he relocated to Vermont. The impressionistic Hudson Valley School of Art also influenced him and complemented his base work in New Hope. He painted mostly in the New Hope, Lambertville and Vermont areas.

He was the only artist I knew in those days who did the nearly impossible – he supported himself with his brush.

“I wish I had the money to buy one of your paintings,” I told him.

“Maybe we can work something out,” he said. “Maybe you can cut my lawn or something.”

I should have taken the deal.

The value of his work went up during his lifetime, as I knew it would, and it still sells today in the thousands of dollars. I’m sorry now I never gassed up his lawnmower to earn what would have been a great steal for me – valuable beauty.

Tony died in Morrisville, Vermont in 2013. His work persists.

The last time I saw him hew was in New Hope for a visit. He saw me and I talked to him, but he seemed distant and couldn’t remember who I was.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “I know your face but don’t know your name.”

I was a little taken aback, thinking he must recall his old, rebellious, parking-meter-kicking buddy, he had to, and I felt a little hurt.

He had forgotten me. I didn’t know how that was possible, considering the bond we had opposing parking meters.

I told him my name.

“That’s right, that’s right. I remember you now. Sorry.”

He wasn’t very convincing.

Feeling scorned, I held it against him that he didn’t know who I was, thinking this unkindness was a result of his artistic success and an inflated ego.

A little while later I heard he had Alzheimer’s. Then it made sense. It was a painful thing to hear.

I understand the disease eventually killed him.

What matters is not what ended his life but what makes him live on – the painting he worked on daily with diligence and passion.

Long ago we kicked the parking meters as a protest to creeping and creepy commercialism.

He succeeded in beating it back with his art instead of his foot.




Tuesday, July 26, 2022

Does Reality Bite?

 I got sick of escaping from reality today. 

Oh, it's what we do all the time, escape from reality, that is, but I decided I was nauseated by the constant fudging of perceptions.

I decided to photograph simple reality in as real a way as possible.

It wasn't so bad.

It wasn't exciting. It wasn't stimulating in any way. It didn't make me happy.

I simply felt calm and honest at the end of the experiment.

We're broken if we ignore 
reality for too long.
Modern camera and photography programs offer endless possibilities as far as fudging perceptions go. You can twist reality almost any way you like.

Make it brighter.

Make it darker.

Make it funnier.

Make it outrageous and outraging and entertaining.

Make it more colorful so that you feel you want to just reach out to it and live life fully with a bursting heart as the photograph tells you that you can.

There's a lot of lying that goes on in modern photography.

After awhile, it distorts your brain.

It's obvious but not often noticed that this is happening to us in the modern world.

Reality is often so ugly we want nothing more than to escape into the visual world of roller coasters, beautiful people, endlessly gorgeous sunsets, flowers that open before our eyes in fast motion and gorgeous girls who would love us if only they gave us a chance.

I don't think so.

Why do we escape from the calm?

However much we try to escape it, reality goes on without us.

It's always there, and we ignore it at our peril.

God, I hate flag-waving.

As William Blake said and Jim Morrison quoted, the doors of reality are always open.

After some experience sours us on it, we can't stand to walk through those doors. Sometimes, it's even instructive to see things in a twisted way, to demand reality conform to our desires and fears.

As Blake said another time, the road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.

Garish colors, loud noises and lies told to provoke or sooth us eventually wear out.

The midsummer woods were
sere and desperate, but they
told no lies about reality.

We don't beat a path back to reality, but we do slide calmly back into it.

We escape again if it becomes too much, or too boring, but the excessive manipulation of it by technology or politicians or artists become wearisome.

You just want to see things as they are.

You want to walk the path of reality again, as long as it doesn't hurt too much.

Honesty in photography isn't
required, and doesn't excite,
but it can calm you.

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